Is you is, or is you ain't happy to be engaged?

People at work come around humming "Here comes the bride" (doesn't anyone know "It had to be you?") and wonder aloud if everything is okay if I don't start grinning or giggle.

It's not fun. It's not one big joy orgy. I've done more thinking about a color schemes,weather patterns, the ideas that nobody will remember it anyway, so it doesn't matter & the idea that people will tsk tsk the whole thing, a life of genteel poverty, and wondering if all this wedding dream-killing is a harbinger of things to come than is proper.

I wish all the planning were over with and we could just get married already.